Thinking....

Today I woke up wondering if I will ever have good times like the ones at my elementary school. I started listening to some music that reminds me of the times that we laughed so hard we cried. Being in high school is so much more different then i thought it would be, trying to impress people everyday making sure you dont get in with the wrong people, keeping grades up and most importantly making sure you didnt make yourself look stupid. As I sat and listening to these songs and thought about high school a girl popped in my head i kinda like this girl and I think she might like me back but I couldnt ask her because something happened in her family. While thinking about her one of my best friends got in my head and i remember that its almost been a month that her and her boyfriend broke up. I started thinking about her more and more then her 2 best friends who I have been friends with since I was in junior kindergarden asked me if i had feelings for her. Now im sitting in my room thinking about her and wondering if shes the girl im in love with...